Why. Why. WHY do i even bother putting myself through him every fucking time :/

I think I might have loved him, like for real.

Shame it will never happen, no matter how much I want it to.


Anyway, i can't do it anymore, seriously its too much now. I've cried over you big time, I'm not doing that again...If you decide to treat me odd then fine I'll just leave you to it, dont come see me, not like I care anyway.

WTF is with past guys creeping up?! I'm sorry but i'm not sorting out your girlfriend problems mate, thats beyond a piss take when you think about it. Grow a pair an sort it out yourself. Kid.

ew.ew.ew.ew.ew. ceeeeeeeeebs with freaking JUNK right now. Just wanna get in bed and leave everything else till tomorrow, but it all just creeps up on me when i dont want it to.

I dont even know whats wrong with me, I'm just moaning about everything but i seriously just cba with it all. I want summer to come so i can hang out, get some music an not have anything to do all day but just anything we want. Not go here, meet up with them, ring him. Just annoys me.

anyway yeah, this is like a "sighhhhhhh" blog tonight. Gonna go listen to nickelback in bed until i fall asleep. No doubt some selfish person is gonna text me demandin a birthday present, seriously, you dont even like me that much surely? Like.like like likelikelikeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

night people. Please dont talk to me.