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Makes me laugh how my blogs are literally parts of novels and my friend's ones are about 10 lines long XD ahhh good times. I think thats just cause when i write a blog, i tend to have quite a bit to say - that, and the fact i can prattle for England!

But yeahhh ummm I am in a very confused place right now.
Been invited to go to someones house tomorrow and at first i was like yeahhhhh sure :D cause he's one of my best mates and such. But then of course certain people had to open their fucking mouths and go on about how he likes me and how i am 'supposed' to do stuff with him cause its not fair on him if i dont!!! I was like WTF! Bang out of order that. I didn't realise that going to a guys house meant they were getting in your pants. If so then Harvey should practically be my fuck buddy by now!!!

But yeahhh he's my best mate. It's weird to be thinking like that. I dont want to do anything but now im scared that if i go he's gonna try something and then it'll be awekward so i'll have to go. And im telling you now; his house is a TRECK from mine. ¬¬ Plus i dont wanna end up not speaking to him cause then ill just end up punching someone. I'm sick of people just blaitently IGNORING me :/

Then iv got one of my best mates reallyyyyy pissing me off. Firstly she goes on and just rips me along with her boyfriend about the thing i just talked about. Like not helping me at all and just watching me get more annoyed. I'm sorry but just cause she is 'gagging for it' dont mean i have to be with everyone else. Then she just goes off and tells the ONE person who she KNOWS will fucking say shit about it. So yeahhh, she can fuck off at the moment because i really cant be bothered with her odd ways with me. When shes not with her boyfriend she's reet but then the second she's with him its like she's gone and swapped someones DNA for hers. I don't know her sometimes.

but yeahhh i cant be bothered with it. There are people i know a lot worse off. So im just gonna go tomorrow, relax, be myself and if anything happens that i dont want, ill just walk home i dont care.

peace guys x